Close to my heart forever.....

Being 19 with a baby and husband puts you in a different category then most people your age. I know this from experience. It also makes for one lonely person. I can remember crying to Bryan for just one good friend. I would lay in bed praying at night for God to bring a "friend soul mate." It was a really hard time for me. After we moved to San Antonio and Bryan got deployed it was even worse. I was in a town were I knew no one and I had two little kids. My whole being thanks God right now for the way He answered my prayers. Since that time I have been blessed beyond believe with many wonderful friends. So many different women who have made an impact in my life. However these two woman became my soul mates..... I love both of them so much. They have been the greatest friends anyone could ever ask or hope for. The kind of friends were the whole family clicks together and they become your family! I have so many memories with them and they will forever be my friends. When we moved from San Antonio to Grand Forks my heart was so broken to have to say goodbye to them. I knew they were only a phone call away and that I would visit but it would not be the same as seeing them each day. Holding hands while we went through life together. I vowed that in Grand Forks I would not open my heart to anyone. It was too hard to say goodbye. My heart could not go through it again. I was successful for quite a long time.....until these two came along. Once again I found myself with the greatest soul mates. Families forever connected to each other. And once again I find myself saying goodbye. I have tears running down my face as I write this. It will be just as hard to leave these two wonderful God-loving women as it was to leave my other two. I believe God does amazing things through 3's. They are my friends of 3. They will always be close to my heart and forever my family. I love all of you very much!!! Thank you for always being there for me and being more then I could have ever imagined!